Why do people have to be so stupid?
No offense to her, but Mom is working on her math homework. She has a problem like (x - z)2, and she swears that it should be written out as x2 - z2. Given my memory of such problems, that is not how it is to be written. Does she care? NO! She just keeps telling me that whatever I say is wrong, even when she asks me if her way is the correct way.
Edit: She emailed someone and asked them how to do it, and they told her the same thing I tried to...
(x - z)(x - z) FOIL x2 - 2xz + z2
:)
Ok, so I'm a virgin. Deal with it.
I see no problem with it, and I see no benefit to changing that before I get married. Some people say things like, "You need to test drive the car before you buy it", or, "You want to be sure she'll be satisfied with you"...
THAT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME!!!
I find more satisfaction in a relationship knowing I can communicate with the female than I do knowing that she's happy with how big my Buick is. I want someone that I can talk to, find companionship in, and be able to trust for who they are, not what they can do.
A relationship should not, in my opinion, be based on money, physical abilities, physical appearance, or sex. Sure, they all help in a relationship, the latter after marriage, but I wont determine my happiness in my marriage by how often I "get some".
The worst is yet to come
So vulnerable and dumb
Say the words and I'll dissolve
Tell me how long this should
Last I've been forgetting how to act
And these memories will burn like gasoline
And I believe there's something more
'Cause this isn't what I've been looking for
And if I blink my eyes
I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense
A mirage of an oasis
And it kills my time
Trying to remember what I sought
I never gave it that much thought
Does it really matter at all?
'Cause there really is no time for opening up my eyes
'Cause you know that I have seen it all before
And I believe there's something more
'Cause this isn't what I've been looking for
And if I blink my eyes
I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense
A mirage of an oasis
And it kills my time
Well I wish I could always feel this good
I wish that I could always feel this way
Wish I could always feel this good
Wish that I could always know...
What's out there
'Cause I believe there's something more
'Cause this isn't what I've been looking for
And if I blink my eyes
I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense
A mirage of an oasis
And it kills my time
Well...
Wish that I could be imitating the screen
Imitating the screen
Wishing I could always feel this good
Wishing I could always feel this way
Wishing I could always feel this good
Wishing I could always...
'Cause I believe there's something more
'Cause this isn't what I've been looking for
And if I blink my eyes
I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense
A mirage of an oasis
And it kills my time
Well...
Wishing I could always fee this good
Wishing I could always feel this way
Wishing I could always feel this good
Wishing I could always...
If you hate something it goes away
If you hate something then just waitI got docked 50% on one of my C++ labs because someone had the nerve to turn the same exact code in with their name on it. I hope they got hit harder, since the instructor liked the idea of me offering my code. He did suggest that I wait until the last due-date for the labs to post it though.
You still know who you are. :)
So we finally got to hang out. Now if we can kinda keep a routine going with it and get the whole friendship thing going again.
- Artist: Mudvayne Lyrics
- Song: World So cold Lyrics
When passion's lost
And all the trust is gone
Way too far for way too long
Children crying cast out and neglected
Only in a world so cold
Only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend
Look into their eyes then watch them drift away
Some might say we've done the wrong things
For way too long, for way too long
Fever inside the storm
So I'm turning away
Away from the name (calling your names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorn
cause I'm running away
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Burning whispers, remind me of the days
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause
I've left alone in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm
So i'm turning away
Away from the name(calling your names)
away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorn
Cause i'm running away
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying
I'm flying away
Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy?
Don't want any part of depression, or
Darkness, I've had enough
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone
Or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn
No mother fucking slave to this
Never Lied
Never Left
Never Lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything
Backing out, giving up, no mother fucking slave to this
Never Lied
Never Left
Never Lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything
I need to find a darkened corner
A lightless corner
Where it's safer and calmer
I'm turning away
Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
I'm running away
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying
I'm flying away
Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so coldI am not suicidal or anything. I'm just really pissed at society.
"People will forget what you said and what you did, but they will never forget
how you made them feel."
You made me happy...
The day I first met you, you were sitting in the back room
folding and stuffing letters. You greeted me with a smile and
a "how are you". I had never met someone so warming and welcoming.
You made me confused...
After we got to know each other a little better, you said things
that confused me, because they did not match your behavior. Things
such as "I'm going to marry you". Yet, when you were around your
friends, I seemed to disappear.
You made me angry...
We both spent spring break in Florida. Before we went, we made plans
to meet up. The evening after we were to get together, you called me
and told me something like you had lost your phone, or the battery went
dead. I had no problem accepting this, and we made plans to meet up
again, or at least discuss it the next day. When the next day came and
I didn't hear from you, I decided to call you on the phone you called
me from the previous day. When your friend gave you the phone, you
seemed angry that I had even called. You said that we would meet again
the next day. The next day came, I saw your car, but yet you were nowhere
around, you did not call me to let me know you were in the area, and when
I asked you later on the phone if you had been in the area, you said no.
You made me sad...
Prior to my birthday you said that we would go out on my birthday. My
birthday came and went, and nobody said a word about it. When you finally
realized that my birthday had passed, you and I made plans to go out. They
were quickly demolished when you decided that you needed to help a friend
plan another friend's birthday party. Granted, I have probably not known
you as long as the other friend has, but it showed my level on your list.
You made me care less...
After repeated times of making and breaking plans because of other obligations,
I became less and less concerned about actually meeting up. It seemed as if I
was being taunted, and was nothing more than a waste of time and breath. Each
time you say we need to hang out together now, I treat it like winning the
lottery. The chances of it happening are so slim that I should go try to get
struck by lightning instead.
Yes, I have not forgotten how you have made me feel, and I am sure I have made you
feel certain ways, but have no idea when or how. I just know that I have been taken
advantage of, and I don't know what to do next.
Ok, so... My dad is going into the hospital this week for some tests. My mom is acting like it's the end of the world, and that something is going to go seriously wrong.
What do I think of this?
THEY'RE JUST TESTS!!!! CALM THE FRICK DOWN!!
That's all I have to say.
RE: Not gonna do it... I gave the presentation today.
I'm not giving the presentation. I'll turn in the crap that was supposed to go with it, and hope for partial credit, but because of all the stress I'm not doing anything more.
FUCK CIS203!!!
Not really a rhyming poem, but its a poem.
You stood me up
Left me feeling low
What was I to do?
I tried to move on
Tried to leave you behind
But I couldn’t get you off my mind
Am I stupid?
Am I obsessed?
Or am I just in love?
It seems that there is an infinite amount of second chances.My new modem works in Linux! Screw USR... I'm buying Creative modems from now on.
So I have this new site. But if you want to see the old Xanga blog I have, it is here.