Bah!! Enough with the McDonald's slogans!!

Anyhow, I love the way I have my computer set up. I may have to do this at home or something.

• 2 McChicken Sandwiches: $2.00
• 1 Medium Fry: $1.00
• Satisfying a grumbling stomach after a 3 hour long class that bored you to sleep: Priceless.

How difficult is it to take a deposit ticket and $50 of cash to the bank, give it to the teller, and bring back a receipt?

Noooo... I am getting $50 in cash tomorrow, rather than it getting put in the bank today so I will be able to get food and eat supper.

So I woke up at about 10:45 this morning, took a shower, went to school, sat through a long boring class about network infrastructure, then another class listening to people give their half-assed speaches (with the exception of our group), then go to work to do some playing around in FrontPage for http://www.isfaa.org, then sitting in the back office scanning and indexing some paperwork (which I have yet to finish), then I came back here to my friend's apartment, and basically crashed at my computer.

The girl that I've been talking about so much lately is supposed to call me later to let me know if we're gonna hang out tonight. I think I'm gonna have to be a baby and go to sleep for a bit.

For the last 20 minutes nobody has wanted to talk, so I tried to get some research done. Fine.. It all went well.

Just the moment I opened up Microsoft Word, EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHER started talking to me. ITS FREAKING 11:59PM!!! GO SLEEP OR SOMETHING!!!

So this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all.

One can only hope...

... But I sure am comfortable. :)

BJ and his girlfriend are spending quality time together, so I decided I'd be a nice guy and set my computer up downstairs. I'm kinda glad I did, because I am sooooooo comfy! I have everything set up off to the side of the stairs. My monitor on a coffee table, and my butt in a nice leather chair, leaning back and my feet propped up on the table.

One downside to this though... My feet are falling asleep. :-/

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

^^ Ain't that the truth?

Sittin' on the beach The island king of love Deep in Fijian Seas Deep in some blissful dream Where the goddess finally sleeps In the lap of her lover Subdued in all her rage And I'm aglow with the taste of the demons driven out And happily replaced with the presence of real love The only one who saves

I wanna dance with you I see a world where people live and die with grace The karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace I wanna dance with you I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds And lead us back to a world we would not face

The stillness in your eyes Convinces me that I I don't know a thing And I been around the world and I've tasted all the wines A half a billion times came sickened to your shores You show me what this life is for

I wanna dance with you I see a world where people live and die with grace The karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace I wanna dance with you I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds And lead us back to a world we would not face

In this altered state Full of so much pain and rage You know we got to find a way to let it go

Sittin' on the beach The island king of love Deep in Fijian Seas Deep in the heart of it all where the goddess finally sleeps After eons of war and lifetimes She smilin' and free, nothin' left But a cracking voice and a song, oh lord

I wanna dance with you I see a world where people live and die with grace The karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace I wanna dance with you I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds And lead us back to a world we would not face

We would not face We would not face We would not face We would not face We would not face

Can you tell?

You're another soul to feed to mad man's machine.

(Stone Sour - Take a Number)

So today I went with Mom and Dad to the old church we went to, to see the former assistant pastor and his family while they were back in the states from England, and I saw a lot of people there that I've not seen in over 3 years. A lot of the people are still the same, others have changed, but one thing is for certain...

There has always been an atmosphere at that church. It's like people are put up on a pedestal, because of their education level, their community status, or how much money they have. It bothers me a great deal. I figured that after going through 3 senior pastors and 2 associate pastors, they would have changed, but I guess I was wrong.

Mom wanted me to go to church tomorrow morning to listen to this guy preach, since they're only here for a short period of time, but I don't think that I would be able to focus on the message due to the overwhelming sense of arrogance and pride in that place.

**ring**
**ring**
**ring**
Me: Is Den-
Tim: screw you, im hanging up now

Me: Hello?
Them: Is Denny there?
Me: You guys need to quit calling this number. There is no Denny here. You need to inform whoever gave you this number that THERE IS NO DENNY HERE!
Them: Ok, sir.
Me: Got it?
Them: Yes sir.
**CLICK**

while(!myFeelings.Expressed) {
    if(myFeelings.time_known_other_person_without_telling > "1 year") {
        if(Question("Should I tell them?")) {
            ExpressFeelings();
            myFeelings.Expressed = true;
        } else {
            myFeelings.Expressed = false;
            myFeelings.time_known_other_person_without_telling += "1 more day";
        }
    }
}

So I'm a geek.. Sue me...