I really appreciate and respect your comments on the previous entry, but I have a bone to pick with some of you.

I have values for my life. These values are a result of the way I have been raised, as well as the way I have seen my friends live.

I know some of you think that I should pursue this opportunity, but I don't. My values are more important than that. Yes, I know, it might be the right person, or appear to be. I'm willing to take the chance that it is, just so I can preserve my values.

I am always telling people to "change for nobody". I am applying it to myself in the case of my personal values. There is no sense in messing it up now.

There's this girl that works at a local business that I deal with somewhat frequently. The last several times I've gone to this business, the girl has expressed a LOT of interest in me, non-verbally.

The other day I went in there and someone else waited on me. I had to stand in line for a bit to get waited on. While I was standing there, she poked her head out the employee's entrance door, smiled at me, then closed the door. When I was being waited on, the lady that was taking care of me had to go into the back for something. While she was back there, the other girl came out to use the copier, glues her eyes to me and smiled, forgot about what she was copying, then realized it and went into the back. When the other lady came back out, she was really bright, happy, and chipper with me.

I'm not being "pimp-ish" about this by any means. It is totally clear she wants me. The problem is, she has a past, things that can't be undone, that violate some of my morals. I find this girl attractive, she's very nice, and seems to be pretty cool. If it weren't for that moral violation, I would probably go for her.

Is it wrong that I find it funny how much effort she puts into making it known that she likes me?