Last night, BJ wanted to talk to me, to see what's been wrong with me lately, so I told him. I told him that I've been getting screwed around in nearly every way imaginable, and that I'm to the point that I just don't care anymore. After me explaining it to him in detail, he had no response other than, "Yeah, you have been getting screwed over pretty bad..."
To satisfy my curiousity, I asked him if I was like this when he met me 2 years ago. He said, "Biiiig negative."
I wonder if other people have been seeing this change in attitude. I try to cover it up around most people, so I don't bring them down, but it's quite hard.