I am at the pinnacle of being pissed off. I have NEVER been this mad before.

Why am I mad? Hahaha...

1) Work (My day job) 1a) Customers 1b) Co-workers 1c) Schedule? What schedule? 2) Work (My business) 2a) Customers 2b) Stupid shit 3) Family 3a) Totally STUPID "to do" lists 3b) Being cussed at for no reason whatsoever 3c) Hearing people piss and moan about shit they can take care of if they'd just SHUT UP and DO SOMETHING

My dad came in my room today after I had bathed the dog and spent 3 hours debugging a search routine, on my day off mind you, only to say "You're going to catch you-know-what when Mom gets home because you didn't do a damned thing all day."

I flipped out, for the second time this week. No, I didn't just sit here and boil in my anger, I jumped up, started throwing things, slammed doors, yelled at the top of my lungs, and somehow blew the end out of my finger. No, I didn't cut or smash my finger... I just happened to look down and see that my hand was soaked in blood. Now my ears are popping like you wouldn't believe, and I'm about ready to scream.

I'm sick of it. I'm sick of all this bullshit. I. Am. Sick. Of. It.