Posted by tim in Depressed on July 13, 2004

I figure that since even my parents are starting to ask me if I'm okay, I had better at least let someone know what's going on.

  1. I am 22 and I have nothing to show for my life. Sure, I have an Associates degree, but most people my age have at least been a part of a sports team that did really well and got quite a bit of local recognition. No, I don't want to be put on a pedestal. I just want to know that I've accomplished something of value.
  2. I am running out of time. School starts somewhere around the 20th of next month. I haven't even registered for classes yet, because I have no free time, thanks to the next point.
  3. I am working way too much. I know, at the beginning of the summer I said I was going to work for myself this summer. It is turning out to be a bit more than I could handle. I have 2 major projects going right now that I just can't seem to get anywhere with. Why? Next point...
  4. People are getting on my nerves.
    
    Original Message:
    From: Tim Garrison 
    To: Project Customer
    Date: 7/1/2004
    Subject: Project Update
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    Blah blah blah.. This is what I got done. 

I need this stuff by next Tuesday at the latest:

  • blah
  • blah
  • blah (blah blah blah)

Thanks, and have a great weekend!

  • Tim
Original Message:
From: Project Customer
To: Tim Garrison
Date: 7/7/2004
Subject: Re: Project Update
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Would you want to do this other project? We can meet with you on blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah.

Thanks!

(I have yet to see the stuff I requested.)

  1. Money sucks. Every problem in my life, including the ones above, are driven by "the almighty dollar".
  2. I'm single and somewhat sick of it. Yes, I said it. So why don't I do anything about it? Please see items 1-5.
  3. I'm tired and sore. 20 hour days + arthritis from a degenerative hand disability + arthritis from a back injury = lack of sleep + pain.
  • If you're working too much and don't have any time to even register for school, you definitely don't have time for a girlfriend. That would just add more stress..."Why don't you ever spend time with me? Why don't you ever take me out? blah blah blah blah."

  • That's my point.

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