So I'm on the verge of making a bold move. I'm not quite sure how to put it, so I'll just not mention it until after it is done.

No, I'm not quitting my job or moving to a different location. I'm talking about a more personal level. If you've been reading my blog entries at all over the last 4 years (Yeah, it's been around that long), you'll probably know what I'm going to do.

I'm at the point right now that I'm just frustrated with myself, so I'm going to do something about it. I don't care anymore what the consequences may be. I can't live this way, so I'm going to change it.