Will it take some time, to release this inner apathy
Enabled inside, and it looks like you're the enemy

Things are never what they seem, can't explain the reasons why
The illusions that we see, the many faces of our lives
When you find it hard to breathe, never keep it all inside
Which one should I be, the many faces of our lives

(Flaw - Many Faces)

... if I will ever get rid of this pain in my back.

Let this be a lesson to you kids: If you get hurt at work, go talk to your boss before you go to the doctor. If you do otherwise, Worker's Compensation laws state that you aren't entitled to any financial compensation.

I learned the hard way.