Tomorrow at 4:30AM, I will be peeling my butt off my bed, washing up, and leaving for Kokomo.

This extra effort will probably(hopefully) be wasted, because my financial aid paperwork wasn't completed in time. I'll find out tomorrow between 8:00AM and noon if I am going to school this fall.

Quite honestly, I don't want to start 'till spring. There's just too much up in the air right now for me to start making the 2 hour drive on Tuesday and Thursday to go to class, then come back home, bust my butt trying to get my homework done, then doing work for my customers.

I figure that by January, the worst of the winter weather will be over, I will be (hopefully) caught up with work, and I'll be able to afford an apartment within 30 minutes of campus.

So you think the area's gray, but it continues each day A bad example of the attitude you portray Act like I owe you my life, you should be burdened with strife Can't find a single reason I could live with you as my wife So I continue to pray, and hope that you'll go away A bad addiction to a home wrecking thing who plays With my heart, and that's the bottom line I feel so empty

What can you give me, I can't give myself And what part of my life can you fix, that I can't fix my damn self

(Flaw - Reliance)