I now remember why college was so stressful.

For a couple projects at work, I've had to re-learn Microsoft .Net, and it's been a rather harrowing experience. The language is so bloated and inflexible, and the documentation is too abstract to actually mean anything.

I don't know what people are thinking, but the claims that the .Net development community has generated more documentation resources than the PHP community are absolutely ridiculous.

I think I may see if I can get some books through work so I can learn C++ at a more advanced level than I previously knew, and just say to heck with .Net.

I've found that the majority of these attacks happen within 2 hours of going to sleep. This one was almost right at the 2 hour mark

This is one of the worst ones I've had in about 2 years. When I woke up, had this feeling as if I had died (or come really close to it), but an attempt at reassuring myself that it was a panic attack just seems to make it more apparent that it wasn't a panic attack (though I'm relatively certain it was), and that I need to be worried about it.

I'm hoping this will stop soon, because I'm really tired and I want to get back to sleep.