For the past 2 or 3 days my left hand has felt like it is broken. Today, my right hand started in with the same crap.

I am serious people. Don't even try to give me your opinion on how to solve my problems unless you fully understand them. I am SICK and TIRED of people saying "Just get a job" when they don't know the details behind it. I can't "just get a job" because I have limitations, both physical and otherwise, that prevent me from getting certain jobs.

I have applied for a local job and am waiting for a response about it. That's all you need to know. There's no walking into Wal-Mart for me.

Also, I can't just move out whenever I feel like it. Aside from the housing costs, I won't be able to afford the other costs I would incur, such as truck insurance, food, internet, and the like. You're probably thinking, "Just take a bus and get rid of your truck..." Nice thought, but it won't happen. The day I do that is the day I quit working for myself and basically tell my existing customers to go to hell in a handbasket. There's these things in the business world called "meetings". I have meetings come up at random days and times and I have to be there.

Also, having money won't make me happy. I've been there and it hasn't changed anything. Woo-fucking-hoo.